My First Ever Youtube Video…

Suddenly, I feel my insecurities creeping up. This is a very uncertain place for me. I do not consider myself a YouTuber in the sense of being a creator of video content. I’ve been blogging for over a year now, but I’ve never felt so vulnerable and so not in control. I’m not even sure I want to do Youtube videos. Honestly, I’m not sure I’m that interesting.

Last night, I had a tug of war. I’ve been dealing with “selfishness” and the need for more or less of it. It’s probably just part of being a Millennial. We are all doing a little bit of self-promotion. Some hashtaggin #selfie on Instagram, but some creating meaning and more practically careers. Still, I desire to be deeper than the surface. I want to inspire. I want to grow. I… I.. I…

Let me figure it out…

Anyway, I got over my self and all my self-evaluation and hit “upload”. So here it is, for you, my vlog of the time I spent in Brooklyn for NYFW.

2 Comments Add yours

  1. Susonnah says:

    Great first video! Loved it! 🙂 You should do more.

  2. mjbtheone says:

    We would like to do a hair feature on you for trialsntresses.com please feel free to check the site out and if you are interested shoot us an email at admin@trialsntresses.com

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